BB

If I want anyone to read these I'm going to have to learn to express myself in short spurts! =/ We'll see how that goes.
BB is short for "Baby Burton." We're hoping in the next few months it will no longer be a reference to a future child. But I'm finding, getting pregnant on purpose is a lot harder than doing it accidentally.

I'm really excited about trying to get pregnant and having Tim by my side for all of it. Tim is also excited to find out what it's like to be a dad from pregnancy-age 2. He missed out on that with Asher. I suppose I'm going to have to learn to share!

I guess as a warning, I'm going to do everything I can to make sure the world knows I'm excited and happy. I want everything I never got with Asher. Not that I made mistakes but that my next pregnancy will be something to rejoice over! From fun and special ways to announce our (future) pregnancy to gender release parties and having a nursery to decorate, a rocking chair. The best will be not having shame and guilt hang over my head like a dark cloud. Woohoo!

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  1. AnonymousAugust 2, 2012 at 4:22 AM

    This post makes me smile :)
    You're such an amazing person and so happy that you found your "he is good." I can't wait to get together with you. And celebrate a gender release party with you when the time comes!! I knew someone who just did one this past summer...so cool!

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